iv been thinkin a lot lately about everything.. and there's this tiny little problem that im havin and i cant seem to find a way how to solve it.. or let' say.. how to STOP it.

 

I have never been in this kind of situation before though iv had shares of getting involved with some complicated situation.. But this time, its guilt stricken. Why? coz i promise myself that I would do the right thing this time. To be more careful.. To take things slow.. Think before you make actions.

 

It makes me sad.. coz what im doing right now is hurting someone's feeling. Di man nia alam.. It still hurts me because I know everything.. I am the Middle..

 

I've realized my faults, my weaknesses.. Pero bakit ndi ko matigil, bat ndi ko mapigilan. I am to blame coz im weak. All this year iv build a good character but what I am now?

 

Sorry for having to hurt someone's innocent heart.

Sorry for being such a weakling.

Sorry...

 

I pray for tomorrow this will be over.. It may take awhile.. its a start.. slowly.. but I am sure this will soon be over..